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GOOGLE MAPS - SATELITE?

Hah! Jujurnya, saya agak takut bila tengok Google Maps - Satelite. Rasa takut tu menyelubungi saya bila tengok awan-awan dan keadaan bumi dari sudut pelan. Woah! Rasa teramat kerdil dan kecil berbanding makhluk Allah ni (bumi).

Manusia.
Kita lah tuh. Haha. Hmm, susah nak tulis benda-benda baik kat blog sebab saya pun bukannya baik. Tapi kan, kalau tak ada sesiapa yang tulis, susah lah pulak. (ceh, macam ramai je orang yang baca blog nih. perasan betul!) haha..

Tugas-tugas untuk menjadi khalifah di bumi hanya mahu dipikul oleh makhluk Allah yang bergelar manusia. Apabila Allah bertanya kepada makhlukNya yang lain; mereka semua tidak mahu kerana tugas menjadi khalifah ini amat berat.

Tapi kita, saya,...
Even though kita tahu tugas jadi khalifah ni berat, tapi kita take things for granted.
Contohnya,
tugas kita untuk menjaga bumi. tapi, kita buat yang sebaliknya. Kita buang sampah merata-rata, karbon monoksida (dan segala jenis gas beracun lah lagi) bebas terapung di langit.
Suhu bumi makin meningkat, kita rasa risau. tapi, kita masih tak buat apa-apa untuk menyelamatkan bumi.

Teruk betul kita ni. =.='

Hmm..
Semoga kita dapat menjalankan amanah yang telah diberikan dengan sebaiknya.

Selawat dan salam ke atas junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad saw, ahli keluarga baginda , para sahabat.

Antagonistically ?

Kalau kita nak tulis sesuatu, patut ke kita 'hentam' orang dalam penulisan kita supaya lebih difahami ?
ataupun 'hentaman' tu sebagai fakta kes macam dalam bahas untuk menguatkan hujah kita?

Apa pendapat korang ?

Hmm.. Nak bagi contoh tapi nanti macam hentaman pulak . huhu..
Ho to ka jo ? =.='

Kiranya macam ni lah,
kalau kita nak menampakkan sesuatu tu sangat betul atau penting, kita akan gunakan live example ataupun contoh hidup.
Macam dalam cerita 3 Idiots. Aamir Khan guna contoh hidup untuk membuktikan 'teori-teori' dia supaya orang lebih faham.

Tapi, boleh ke guna 'hentaman terhadap orang lain' untuk mengukuhkan hujah kita yang kononnya penting ? hmm..
*wink*

Kalau hujah/idea tu penting sangat dan boleh membawa kepada kebaikan, mesti tak perlu dikuatkan dengan 'fakta kes' yang negetif kan ?

fikir dulu lah ..

chauu ~

Komitmen , usaha, usaha, usaha , KEJAYAAN !

Salam.

English seminar this morning was an absolute fun . She's a real awesome teacher. What more can I say ? haha..

Setakat ni, saya dan kawan-kawan berjuang untuk mendapatkan emas yang telah kami gali selama 11 tahun .
semoga emas yang bakal diterima nanti merupakan emas yang terbaik dan terbaik.

May Allah bless our effort :)

Cikgu-cikgu:
terima kasih yang tidak terhingga atas segala tunjuk ajar dan nasihat. Jasamu sentiasa dikenang.
huhu..

Moga-moga esok dan hari-hari berikutnya akan menjadi hari yang lebih baik daripada hari ni.

Kawan-kawan ;
Kita berjaya sama-sama yaw* ?

* i like to use tis since i notice BH has a nice hairdo.
haha.
*commercial break*

that's all for now.

may fate fares us better :)

And I realised , that we're moving forward ~

The fluffy clouds above me,
and the birds' chirpping
are not as same as when we
were both together.

We perhaps would laugh , talk and smile
together again
but the gist of laughing, talking and smiling
would not be the same as before.

The buds may bloosom,
and the years may pass,
but why it somehow difficult
to be happy on our own ?

I wonder if i could see tommorow
as i see it today ?
I wonder how it would be and
how would fate fares me .

The future remains a secret,
letting it to astray will never
be a choice nor a reason
but making it beautifully decorated
in the skies of hopes and dreams.

And now,
I realised that we're moving forward
and the past would be a beautiful memory
that keeps on playing for making
me as resilient as ever.


scribbled ,
fairy's.

*under influence of psedoujapanesekoreanism. *
haha

It has been raining for the last few weeks.

It's a monsoon season . and rain keeps on pouring i can say almost nights and days.
Whatever the seasons , i always have my own reason to make a wish to have you back here again.
Okay, i must admit that i am so tired of examinations. well, i mean 2-hours-sitting-on-a-wooden-chair is really something .
But then, i might gonna miss the moments i had in school since i just have only about 2 months to spend in a building called school.
It's like unbelievable . huh ! im gonna leave school soon .
may fate fares me .


Watching Japanese drama is a complete pleasure especially with family.
Yesterday, we had our time together, watchin A Challenge Letter to Sinichi Kudoo and i-am-not-sure-the-title story.
It was fun and awesome !
I threw away few gallons of tears since the second story was a sad story.
But at least, i could wipe away dust in my eyes.
It was a nice story after all.


I just wanna make my dream and thiers come true. Oh Allah, please help me and guide me.
Watching them happy is the most awesome thing ever !
May He gives me the will and strength to go forward and start painting my dreams on a reality board.

This is all i wanna write this time around.

We'll go there together, at last :)

We'll make it somehow through all
seasons and reasons :)

Kalau kegembiraan
diibaratkan
dengan
arus elektrik,
maka awak* jadi
elektromagnet.

sElaMat Berpuasa,

Salam.

Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa, semua :)

**

Berterawih kat Masjid Negeri memang best. AWESOME giler! dahlah dengan imam baca sedap, ramai orang pulak tuh. memang terasa macam 'uh' tak tau la nak kata.
Bulan Ramadan ni memang berkat lah.
Kat sekolah pun terasa. Surau jadi meriah lepas waktu sekolah sbb ada tadarus. wuh!
bukan senag nak isi surau dengan manusia.
Alhamdulillah.


Sedikit update.
*
lai~

esok Aman start trial. so, best of luck! ^_^

selamat berpuasa ~

If you could be that good, I can be much better than you.

Sakura flower is a symbol for the bond between
humans, courage, sadness
and happiness.
It also symbolises innocence and simplicity.

Sakura's lifespan is short therefore people can only enjoy its beauty
in a short while.
But,
can I compare the complexion of this flower to a human?
(specifically to a girl, woman?)

Well, there's no much difference compare to chalk and cheese
between a girl and a flower.
But to be a girl with courage* and appreciate life and living a simple
livelihood is much to a hardship? is this a rotten statement or something else?

***
I came across Mother Theresa words in book I currently read.

" Be kind. Do not let anyone leave you without being a better or happier person.
Be a living expression of the kindness of God, kindness in your face,
kindness in your eyes, kindness in your smile
kindness in your warm greeting."


If she could talk or perhaps do like above statement,
I can be much better with Allah's help and guidance, the Quran.
Besides, as Muslims, we have a great example to look at and to follow.
He's Prophet Muhammad s.a.w.
His tenderness and beautiful vibes brought a sheer bliss to
the world.
He brought a new breathe of aspiration towards letting out from
ignorance for the Arabs and for the whole world.

Allah has given the world a true light by
letting us know Prophet Muhammad s.a.w.
This is said in An Nisa' verse 174;
"O mankind, there has come to you a conclusive proof from your Lord,
and We have sent down to you a clear light."

May us take this life as a station to fuel up
our books with gazillion rewards for a serenity in
hereafter.
Let us make this Verse from Al Ankabut:64 as a reminder
and perhaps a booster for us to be good. :)

"What is the life of this world but amusement and play?
But verily the Home in the Hereafter that is life indeed if they but knew."

***

footnote: *courage: brave enough to say NO to things that oppose the syariat, to protect oneself, to say the truth and etc.

cheers;
nfmr.

Terima kasih, cikgu!

Assalamualaikum..

School's out! But mine is ain't Azkaban"

HUH!
What a relief! Finally, i managed to attend Dulang Emas without any skipping classes. :) Well, an achievement to me!

Tak sangka sebenarnya dapat habiskan program tu tanpa sebarang ponteng. hoho.. Even though it wasn't like previous Dulang Emas when I was in form 3 but the knowledge i obtained is valuable and precious.
huhu..

Disebalik tabir Dulang Emas tu, mestilah ada orang yang rangkakan tentatif pergerakan program dan tenaga pengajar kan?
So, i would like to gratitude those teachers. Cikgu-cikgu yang mengorbankan masa cuti untuk mengajar dan curahkan ilmu.
:)

Especially to these teachers;
BM: Pn NorAfizah
EST n 1119: Pn Rozita
1119: Pn Tanty, Pn Ruby, Pn Roziatie, Pn Norazlina
PHY: Pn Suhana
BIO: Pn Sarifah Mona
PAI: Pn Kamaliah
MATH: Pn Siti Mariam
ADD MATH: Pn Rusleena
SEJ: Pn Wan Norakidah
CHEM: Pn Salina

Jutaan trimas kpd cikgu2.

So now, i can start my holiday. Yeah, should be a perfect holiday~

Have we ever ponder ?

Have we ever ponder?

Have we ever ponder?

Sun rises on the East,
It gleams the warmth,
keep us awaken,
giving us chance to feel the heat,
to see the butterflies.
But, have we ever ponder
how It is created and
who created It?
Have we ever ponder?

We walk here and there,
under the beam,
on the ground, on the grass.
Could you fell the dew inspiring the air?
We are serene each time looking at he rivers flowing,
hear the birds' chirping, the insects' singing.
But would they serene each time we snatch their homes,
spiking their lives?
-have we ever ponder?-

The rain drops, chills the Earth,
nourishing the land, providing us miracle.
We were blessed by its purity
but why we contaminated it with our deeds?
Is there any room for appreciation?
The room for letting the nature to rejoice?

Thunders struck the ground but
it's not a violent.
But we could see blood splits everywhere,
humanity goes nowhere,
as human we should be aware,
aware of others welfare.
We violated the genus we are in,
They set on fire on the land,
but we just pretending not to look at it.
Where is the tender and love?
Where is all the humane in us?
-have we ever ponder?-

Would us bring the laughter and smiles back on frown's faces?
It's a pollution when shrill cries are heard over the continent,
without a fair complexion on laws being launched.
The moon wants to brighten nights without fears,
the stars are up high to twinkle and giving hope.
But we would never realise these if we never start to ponder.
-have we ever ponder?-


cracked by nurfarihahmohamedrashidi.
venue: school and home.
extras: writing this poem while waiting for EST paper to start and continue writing at home.
***

Sedikit cebisan minda kat atas tu.
Sajak yang dibuat untuk renungan bersama.
Btw,
hari ni kapal yang nak hantar barangan bantuan ke Palestine kena serang and few get wounded.
Respon daripada Obama: " saya sedih".
huh?!
is that all?
Your sadness could make Israel stops their war at Palestine, huh?

Nampak sangat dunia ni memang tak adil. Ramai orang terkorban, cedera, negara runtuh, tapi, tak de apa2 tindakan yang diambil oleh organisasi terkuat dunia.
Dunia darul bala'.

I don't have riffle or nuclear weapons to help Palestinian, but I have my doa and it will always for them.
May Allah gives them strength and inclination towards positioning their hearts to You.
Amin.



Jom sebarkan cinta bukan benci.
Spread love not war.
Start spreading love to the world for its to be colourful and beautiful again.

If we never have the effort to spread love, taman permainan tak kan dihiasi dengan gelak tawa kanak-kanak dan dunia tak lagi mempunyai warna-warna indah.
Macam gambar kat atas tu. Suram. Tak de energi.

That's all.
wasalam.

Penyayang ~

Assalamualaikum..

hehe..
lagi satu pos utk hari ni. tiba2 rasa gian je nak pos. huhu..
tapi, pendek je lah and sorry for no extra elaboration. ;)




Allah is The Most Merciful :
Al Quran & Hadith are truly a gift and a boon from Allah swt and Rasulullah saw for every mankind. Al Quran, the eternal love letter occupies each and every segment in out lives and as well as the hereafter.
But,
we're prone to take It for granted because we aren't really know what are the contents and because we just accept It as a norm in society.
But,
have we ever ponder about It's origin?
Our Creator sent us His love through a holy book, Al Quran. He even sent a messenger who guide us. So, that we wouldn't get astray in the path of life, brings us out of ignorance and show the light of truth.
How Caring and Loving our Creator is?
Let us think, wonder and ponder about it.

wasalam,
nfmr :)

Pemurah atau Murahan?

Assalammualaikum..

How are you guys? Hopefully all of us are in pink and still can verbalise syahadah. :)

Pemurah atau Murahan?
Apa yang dihantar oleh neuron2 korang bila baca tajuk pos ni? Huhu.. *sila komen yeah ap yg korang fikir* hehe..

Alright, pemurah? Apa tu pemurah? Murahan? Apa tu murahan?
Pemurah ni kira satu perkataan yang agak subjektif utk dirungkaikan maksudnya. Yelah, ada orang kata seseorang tu pemurah bila dia suka belanja keluarga n sahabat handai. Ada jugak yang kata orang yang suka bersedekah tu sbg pemurah and even orang yang suka senyum pun dikatakan pemurah. So,its a subjective word.

Murahan apa pulak? hmm.. Perkataan murahan selalu membawa persepsi yang negetif dalam masyarakat kita kan? Yelah, korang mesti selalu dengar perempuan murahan kan? so, they use the word murahan to describe bad things. hey, opps! perempuan je ke yang ada murahan? How about lelaki murahan? Ada jugak kan? Siapa setuju? hehe.. dah, dah. nanti karang jadi gender war pulak. :)

Apa apa pun, hari ni saya saja nak tulis pasal pemurah. Sorry lah Murahan. I have no idea yet on what to write about you. hehe..

Alright, sebelum kita menerjah macam mana situasi ataupun amalan pemurah tu dalam kehidupan kita yang berspecies sapien ni jom kita tengok sifat Pemurah Pencipta kita yang satu, Allah swt.

First and foremost, Allah generosity is way too different from us. not just as different as chalk and cheese but more than that. Allah is the Owner of all creatures and of course He's the Most Generous and Most AlMighty.

Kalau nak cerita pasal pemurahnya Allah, memang tak kan habis even sampai bila-bila sebab terlampau banyak.

Sejak penciptaan manusia pertama, Adam as pun kita boleh teliti betapa pemurahnya Allah. (but, don't limit sifat2 Allah, even sebelum Adam dijadikan lagi. :) )
Adam dijadikan daripada tanah dan dia keseorangan di syurga, memerlukan teman. Lantas, Allah menjadikan Hawa daripada tulung rusuk Adam utk menemani Adam. Allah Maha Pemurah sbb tak nak tengok Adam keseorangan di syurga. Just imagine if Allah has opposite character , Eve wouldn't be created and there would be no human anymore. Kita pun tak de lah. Kita pun tak boleh lah pulak nak rasa kehidupan kat dunia darul fanaa ni . huhu..



Next;
Breathe in ......
Breathe out.....
huhhh~
Udara yang ada kat sekeliling kita ni percuma je kan? Just imagine kalau kena bayar? Perggh! Bukan setakat poket koyak, paru-paru, aveoli pun boleh koyak jugak.
Tapi, Allah tu kan Maha Pemurah, Dia bagi kena hirup udara dengan percuma supaya kita boleh terus bernafas dan mengabdikan diri kepadaNya. n_n
Kita dapat bernafas dengan sempurna ni pun kira salah satu daripada nikmat yang Allah dah bagi walaupun kita cemarkan alam sekitar. Huish! Teruk jugak kan kita ni! Dahlah hirup udara free2, tapi cemarkan alam dengan segala macam benda beracun pastu boleh pulak kita lupa dekat Allah yang memberi nikmat.
Kalau manusia, tandas awam pun kena bayar. kononya nak pastikan tandas tu sentiasa bersih. tapi, kotor jugak. x_x


Kita sebagai manusia memang tak sempurna. Siapa rasa dia sempurna? Even perfectionist ain't perfect. haha.. Hanya satu je yang sungguh sempurna di alam ni iaitu Allah swt. :)
Kita yang tak sempurna ni mestilah tak lari daripada melakukan kesilapan, kekhilafan, betul tak? Lidah pun kita boleh tergigit. huhu.. Padahal lidah tu kawan baik gigi.
Kita juga selalu melakukan kemungkaran. Contoh perkara yang kita selalu buat eventhough we know there are wrong like lewat-lewatkan solat, tinggalkan solat sebab kononnya tak sempat, dan banyak lagi. Kalau nk dikirakan, memang dah banyak kesalahan kita buat.
Tapi, tak kan kita nk biarkan je benda ni? Nanti akan bagi kesan kat kehidupan akhirat kita.

Jadi, kita pun perlu bertaubat kepada Allah dan sebaik-baik taubat ialah taubat nasuha. Kita ni kadang-kadang 'tau buat' je, taubat tak reti. hehe.
Walau sebanyak mana pun dosa yang kita dah buat, pintu taubat sentiasa terbuka. Allah amat pemurah dengan kemaafan. Semoga kekhilafan yang telah kita lakukan mendapat keampunan daripadaNya.
Amin~


Manusia yang pemurah?
Let me make it as short and as simple as it can alright.
Mereka yang pemurah ialah mereka yang bibirnya sentiasa berzikir mengagungi kebesaran Penciptanya dan sentiasa berselawat ke atas utusan Tuhan mereka iaitu Nabi Muhammad saw. Kalau sentiasa berzikir n berselawat , kita juga yang dapat habuannya.Kita tau, tapi jarang-jarang sekali amalkan. huhu.. Semoga kita boleh jadi manusia yang pemurah dengan zikir dan selawat.
Tambahan lagi, apa yang ada didalam hati akan ditunjukkan diluar juga. Kalau kita selalu zikir n selawat mesti peribadi kita bertambah baik. Tak gitu? hoho.
Though its sorta diff to do it as a routine, but we could start it slowly. hoho. May Allah bless us the inclination towards good things. :)

thats all for this time :)
Wasalam.
Take care ^^

Petang yang bermakna .

Assalamualaikum wbt.
Hari ni semua ok je tak de lah sesibuk ane' kat Maju Ahmad. (ish, tak habis-habis bandingkan dengan ane' Maju Ahmad) hehe..

Permulaan hari yang kurang baik bila kena marah. Tapi, itukan dugaan daripada Allah swt. Untuk sedapkan hati sepertimana Maggie Secukup Rasa yang kononnya sedapkan masakan, anggap sajalah Allah menguji seteguh mana sifat sabar yang kian terhakis dalam diri.
Semoga kesabaran hinggap kembali di ranting-ranting aveoli kat jantung. Supaya menjadi hamba Allah yang penyabar.
hu2. Amin.

Haru lagi fikiran bila mengharapkan penghargaan daripada manusia atas kerja yang dilakukan.
Berkira sungguh aku ni, terdetik di benak hati.
Memang dah jadi lumrah manusia nakkan penghargaan daripada manusia lain di atas pekerjaan atau pengorbanan yang dilakukan. ye, memang tak dinafikan. Siapa setuju?
Bila penghargaan diberi, hati akan rasa seronok. Tapi macam mana pulak kalau sebaliknya?
Rasa macam nak baling gajah kat orang-orang tu je kan? (hehe, itu pun kalau larat angkat gajah. kalau tak pun, rembat dengan bola melalui sepakan sepadu Zidane je lah).
haru. Memang lumrah manusia.

Tapi,
sesungguhnya kalau kita dapat buat kerja dengan ikhlas kerana Allah tanpa harapkan balasan walaupun penghargaan, kita amatlah beruntung. Sebabnya? Sebabnya, pahala yang mengisi neraca kita bertambah. Ya Allah. Hebat sungguh makhluk begini.
Senang cerita, tengok je kat parents kita.
Huih.
Siang malam kerja, jaga anak (kita lah tu =P), tapi tak kira balasan pun. Sebab diorang semua nak balasan syurga kat akhirat nanti. Ya Allah.

Hmm..
Kiranya ikhlas ni agak susah nak buat. Ada jugak yang kata: "dalam mimpi je lah ikhlas.".
Betul gak statement dia. Kita mula dengan mimpi. Kita mimpi dulu nak ikhlas, lepas tu try amalkan dalam kehidupan seharian. Betul tak?
Nanti mimpi jadi kenyataan. hehe.
tapi, janganlah pulak kita asyik mimpi je, tak reti-reit nak bangun. huhu. Nanti jadi angan-angan Mat Jenin. (famous jap Mat Jenin kat sini).

Allah pun ada firman ;
"Katakanlah: sesungguhnya sembahyangku, ibadatku, hidupku dan matiku hanyalah untuk Allah, Tuhan semesta alam. Tiada sekutu bagiNya; dan demikian itulah yang diperintahkan kepadaku dan aku adalah orang yang pertama-tama menyerahkan diri (kepada Allah)". (QS. Al-An'aam: 162-163).

Maksudnya, basically pasal keikhlasan. Sejauh mana kita ikhlas dalam melaksanakan ibadah. Semoga kita dapat melakukan ibadah tak kira yang wajib mahupun yang sunat seikhlas mungkin hanya kerana Allah swt. Semoga ibadah kita diterima dan menjadi bekal di akhirat kelak. ***


Petang yang bermakna.


Petang tadi macam biasa ada kokurikulum giliran unit beruniform. PBSM dan unit-unit lain sibuk dengan latihan cheers.
Al maklumlah, tak lama lagi pertandingan cheers kan. huhu.

Untuk PBSM, memang mencabar anak tekak.
Sebabnya, kena gunakan anugerah Allah yang bermakna iaitu suara. "Arggggg" huhu..
At first rasa macam tak nak masuk je cheers, tapi, bila fikir-fikir balik, kenapa nak lepaskan peluang kat depan mata kan? nanti membazir pulak. huih.
Buat latihan vokal dan pemecahan sel darah merah di kaki (hentak-hentak kaki). hui.
Memang memenatkan.

Habis je latihan, terserampak dengan Cikgu Syafiqah.
Apa lagi, tanyalah dia petang ni ada usrah ke tak. Dia dengan sportingnya kata, "yeah, ada insyaAllah. kat surau lepas Asar.".
Sekali lagi, peluang untuk menambahkan ilmu yang tak pernah-pernah cukup terbuka. Pergilah join usrah petang tadi.
Ya Allah. Even pendek je usrah tu, tapi memang bermakna.
Topiknya pasal mati syahid. Ya Allah.
Gile ah! Ada pertanyaan yang memang saya tak boleh jawab.
Nak tau pe bendanya?

ceng-ceng ceng.
ni lah soalah nya:
"Apa yang saya dah buat untuk Islam?"
Terkedu dan terkesima nak jawab. Memang terdiam.
Tapi, otak ligat berfikir untuk mencari jawapan yang mungkin tak de setakat ni. huhu..

Usrah tadi memang mantap walaupun sekejap. Itu je lah nak kongsi hari ni. Semoga kita dapat jadi yang lebih baik dan dapat keredhaanNya. Amin. Salam.

May us have a healthy heart. ;)

Its totally a new thingy.

It's a new thing from me.
Something I never do before but now i did, doing and will do (forever,insyaAllah).

A friend of mine was overwhelmed n i can say he's kinda shocked for who i am now. Well, he's not to be blame. He deserve to do so. Hui.

Hmm. I x want to spin a yard over this thing, so lemme just draw a veil over above statements.

Next;

He's a kind chap but should he be kind aka soft all the time? Uih! Its hard for me to do things if he cant speak his mind out. to En Baik: sila tegas sikit.

Next:

Now i understand the reason you* go. Alhamdulillah, at last. hu2.
So, i won't hesitate to let the time takes charge on my life since i found the reason and im certain its true.

Next:
im totally babbling here.

Next:
chows!

In pain =.=

Salam.

huh.
Feel like almost getting my kneecaps tear off my feet. Macam baru lepas lawan dengan Bumbleebee tak pun lawan dengan Megatron. Muscles cramp, pain and every pain related to muscle. Oh my!
Ni mesti sebab main bola jaring semalam. waktu training tu. I forgot how many games we played.
Btw, i wish good luck to SU team! This coming Monday girls! ^.^

InsyaAllah, jadual akan lebih tersusun lepas hari Isnin ni. Semoga Allah tolong.

Blog yang cikgu Syafiqah bagi hari tu betul-betul bagi penangan kpd sesiapa yg bacanya. Macam dlm iklan mee udang asli; Betul-betul Ho Lio!

Those blogs are a good medium/brain foodie to read about. Im glad for having those as my 'favs'.
Hmm.

Btw, i just can't believe this is what i am now. Im overwhelmed but May Allah bless my effort and forgive all my sins, the sins of my parents, siblings, family, teachers and friends.
Amin~

I guess this is the end of my post.
Later!
wasalam.

Its hard.

A Difficult Versus~

Its hard to change the norm,
Its hard to be different,
way too far from the society,
Its hard to be in stereotypical locals,
Its hard to be good.

All things are difficult before
they are easy?
and every hardship has a relief,
is Allah's promise.
Will I be as strong as Bilal bin Rabah?

To see the light again from different angle,
hoping to be a better one, for good.
To be accepted merely by Allah the AlMighty.
And to be as demure as Fatimah az Zahrah,
A perfect woman as Siti Khadijah..
These all a lass is hoping about.

Its A Versus,
A Versus within myself..
Its hard to die but
death would be even harder if
no changes happened
from good to better..

I seek Your guidance
and enlightenment..
May these wishes be granted
for I could gaze at the stars by
thanking You,
for I could taste the sky
and feel everything newly according to Your path.



Its a difficult sacrifice indeed but it's worthwhile.
May Allah bless every effort I put in. Amin.

As i mentioned in the above verses, its hard to change from our normal life.
But we would be the same if we are too afraid to change.
There's few lines in Drops of Jupiter by Train:
~ I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol Jane~
~Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never land~

By hook or crooks as the world revolves, we have to change.
Changing the way we live from the norm( to be accepted by society) to something ne; to be accepted merely by Allah swt.
May Allah bless our effort and forgive our sins.
Amin.

Again,
Im inserting Al Baqarah: 208 here.


O ye who believes! Enter Islam whole-heartedly; and follow not the footsteps of the evil one; for he is enemy.


Till here;
السلام عليكم ;)

Katak Oh Katak !

Salam.

Manusia: Katak oh katak, kenapa panggil hujan.
Katak : Macam mana aku tak panggil, manusia nak bedah aku.
Manusia: Katak oh katak, ktorang nak belajar je.
Katak : Yelah tuh..

hu3.
The day that Ive been waiting since last year! Dissecting Frog! :) Oh my! I was kinda overwhelmed *woot*

ha3.
Kumpulan Dissect yang amat 'gila'. Korang: yeah! tak dinafikan. korang memang gile tahap gaban. lols.
ni ada sikit gambar. Tapi tak jelas sangat lah since i wasn't used HD camera. Kamera fon je pun.
Yang ni sewaktu dipengsankan.
Ni gambar katak lepas dissect.
ni pulak waktu diorang nak pengsankan katak.
Ni kumpulan yang gila tuh. (ehem, kecuali yg girl tuh yeah!)

Guess what i think during the dissecting process?
OH my! Sungguh unik ciptaan Allah swt. Just imagine, there's lots of 'stuff' in the frog and each of them carries different jobs. But, the frogi is small in size. Tak rasa menakjubkan ke?
Waktu bedah katak tu, jantung dia masih lagi berdegup. SA node and AV node were still functioning though!
Ya Allah the AlMighty. You are the owner of all creatures.

Lepas dah bedah, kitaorang kena lukis katak tu. Dengan 'baik hatinya' nazrin,fayyadh n burn mengaku diorang x reti lukis. Waktu tu jugak nak admit. dalam kelas bukan main jadi pelukis kelas. shoot! Jadi, terpaksalah orang yang tak berapa reti melukis ni lukis. Walaupun lukisan tu kalah lukisan budak darjah satu yang mahir melukis, tapi tetap boleh difahami- insyaAllah.

Selesai je labeling, we were asked to 'kill' the frog. With all their( the guys of my team) might, they stacked the heart with scissors,caliper and knife. But much to their effort, the heart was still pumping. Ish diorang nih.
Cubaan terakhir bersama menampakkan hasil kematian katak tu.
Innalillah~

Cikgu Mona n Cikgu Salina pesan utk niat bedah katak ni bukan nak seksa sia tapi niat nak belajar. Semoga pengalaman hari ni dapat jadi sesuatu yang bermakna utk setiap peserta. hui.

To my team mates; Nazrin, Fayyadh and Abu Bakar: Thanks guys for being in the group. I wonder who would be in my team if you guys x join. ha3. ewww. Macam emo. xbest! Anyway, best of luck for SPM.
Nanti kalau ada apa2 pertandingan, join je lah yeah. N good luck jugak for ur coming Solar Car Race n Explorace. Sorry xdapat join explorace yeah!

Alrite, enough about froggy thingy.

Still, haven't finish Versus. I.. Im kinda scared to finish it. Idk why but yeah, I do feel kinda scared to finish it.
AO. Ashraff Omar. What a wonderful character. Yeah, every hero in novel will be such 'perfect' guy. AO.
Used to have AO . ha3. aww. what a confession. ha3.
Versus tu insyaAllah akan dibaca banyak kali.


hmm..
oh,
yeahhh!!
Dah cuti hujung minggu. Oh, how i miss these two days. Like a starving stomach misses food.
;)

Minggu ni dah tenang sikit dengan kekosongan aktiviti tambahan yang kalau datang bagai menggila.
Harap-harap masa yang bakal diluang akan diisi dengan sebaik-baiknya.
Allah berfirman dalam surah Al Asr;




Mafhumnya:
Demi Masa! Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian. Kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan mengerjakan amal soleh dan nasihat menasihati supaya mentaati kebenaran dan nasihat menasihati supaya menetapi kesabaran.
[Al Asr 1-3]

Untuk kupasan yang menyeluruh berkenaan surah ini klik di sini:
Surah Al Asr ;)


Ehemmm..
What else?
uh yeah,
Ive formed new circle of friends and i like it. A wise man once said; there's no strangers in this world, only friends you haven't meet yet.
and i guess its true and yeah, its true.

Well then,
keep spreading love not war.
yeah, not war.

Tahan Farihah, tahan.

GILAAA!

Hui!
for the very first time, pengetua jumpa pengawas secara formal pagi tadi. hah! skali jumpa, sampai bape jam n bnyklah benda yg dibincangkan. Hopefully everything will be fine as ever. Finer perhaps. yeah, thats the best thing!

In the meeting;
though I sat on a chair (of coz lah, takkan nak duduk atas pelana kuda kot) and at the front line but i still managed to see prefects' emo n 'faces' during the meeting. hehe.. I got four backup eyes! ha2.
Again, semoga pengawas2 dapat jadi yang lebih baik! amin~

Tahan?
yeah..
for these 2 weeks.
Nak mid year, pastu ada pertandingan bola jaring, kelas tambahan. hui! Kalau nak dibandingkan dengan toke Maju Ahmad*, rase2nya, sy lagi sibuk. ho3.

*Bg ssiapa yg tak tahu, Maju Ahmad = restoren mamak yg paling top kat sini. heh..

Sungguh mencabar daya tahan kardiovaskular dan emosional. Salur-salaur darah rasanya dah makin mengembang utk tolong proses penghantaran oksigen. hui!
Mengarut memanjang.

eh btw,
Dia hampir sempurna and sometimes i questioned myself, 'Why i can't be like dia, eh? Susah sgt ke?' dui!
Ketidaksempurnaan anda menyempurnakan orang lain.
alahai!

Hmm..
SPM.
Yeah!
when it comes to this phrase, i'll be like having a big concussion here, in my brain. But, the weird thing is: dah tau benda nih penting, tak pernah2 nak serious. hui! En 'peringatan' pun dah bg peringat hari tu. Memang manusia cepat lupa. Itu sebabnya, Addin-ul-nasihaht..
Agama itu nasihat.

Hmm..
dah lah tuh.
penat nak melalut. Merentas desa pun tak sepenat nih.
(ye ke? nampak sgt menipu! =P)

Sesuatu ~

NEWS: Pelawak negara Din Beramboi telah pulang ke rahmatullah pada awal pagi ni jam 0030.
Mari sedekahkan al Fatihah utk arwah. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang soleh. Amin~

Hmmm.. To be frank, yes i do feel sad for his departure. Din Beramboi. He was the man with bags of gags, and all rounded i guess. I wasn't into him before but since last long semester holiday i tuned in to Era.fm in the morning where Aznil aka Paknil together with arwah DIn Beramboi conducted their morning show 'Riuh Pagi di Era'. I was obviously overwhelmed by Din Beramboi's spontaneous jokes during 'Sawan Cara' and 'Drama Sebabak'.
I bet anyone who tune in to Era in the morning for that will never stop laughing even you're in anger that time. yes, my word is true. hu2.

Ingat lagi, ada satu masa tu, i was like moody eh, nono.. i mean i was furious about something at someone. but then when i listened to Sawan Cara i was laughing and laughing and the anger just fled away- just like that. Sy pun cakap to myself, 'He makes my day'. hu2.
Memang kelakar yg bersahaja. :) Since that, sy pun akan tunggu ulangan Sawan Cara setiap kali dengar radio. Yelah, kena dgr ulangan je lah sbb sekolah waktu pagi. ^.^
walaupun ulangan, tapi keaslian dan kehebatan arwah dgn Paknil tetap mantap.


Ada ke peganti arwah? Memang yang patah tumbuh, yang hilang berganti tp peganti tak kan sama dgn yang telah pergi. Semoga keluarga arwah tetap tabah atas kehilang besar ni.
Satu negara rasa kehilangan sesorang yang menceriakan hari-hari rakyat Malaysia macam warna-warna menceriakan kain dengan corak-corak yang menarik.
Semoga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat.
Al Fatihah.

I suddenly think this song suit him*
by Bunkface- Soldier

Oh kesatria .

salam.
hi2.

huu. at last, i've changed blog's skin. well, why I imitate people's blog rite?
Have my own identity! whee.

anyway,
I just deactivate my facebook. well, let see how long it lasts. an hour? a day? fortnight? I never know. it remains here in my qalbu. haha.

Frankly, im so out of ideas when it comes to writing blog. i wonder what was my ideas before? and what made me write?

hoho.
i would never found the answer coz i just dun want to search for it.

esok:
pesta buku.
will be on duty till sunday.

thats all.