Sabtu ini : MAULIDUR RASUL dan HAUL SYEIKH ABDUL QADIR AL JAILANI

Jom pergi :D
Semoga Allah menarik kita untuk bersama-sama
dengan para alim ulama :)
amin ~

Boleh sebarkan ..

Mata 0.O

Saya ada sepasang mata sama seperti manusia lain. Mata untuk melihat. Tapi apa yang membezakan kita ialah minda yang menafsir objek dan isyarat yang kita terima. Itu sebabnya ada istilah 'cantik' dan 'hodoh' dalam dunia ni.
Tapi kalau 'beauty on the eyes of beholder' tu salah lah kan ? Sebab mekanisme mata hanya tangkap cahaya, hantar ke otak dan otak(minda) yang akan tafsirkannya. hmm.. something is wrong somewhere. haha..

Jadi, kalau saya kata JGS tu hot, tak de siapa boleh bantah sebab minda kita tak sama. haha..

Ni ada satu cerita pasal mata(persepsi) :
Ada yang kata pakai tudung tu nampak kolot. Setuju?

Seorang kawan gusar tentang pemakaian tudung dalam masyarakat sekarang.
Yelah, hampir kadang-kadang kita terlupa kenapa kita pakai tudung dan kenapa ada yang tak pakai.

Kita pakai tudung.. opss, maaf ya kaum Adam. Istilah 'kita' disini merujuk kepada kaum Hawa saja. haha.
Kita pakai tudung sebab nak jaga aurat dan kehormatan diri disamping memenuhi tuntutan syariat. Kalau macam sekarang ni banyak fesyen-fesyen tudung yang 'lawa' tapi sayangnya tak menepati syariat sangat.
Kalau kita pakai tudung betul-betul, nampak kolot ke ?

Korang rase?

Atau patut ke kita ikut trend sekarang?
dan
lepas tu..
kita jadi hamba fesyen.
ahh.. (hamba fesyen?)

Cuba lihat arus perkembangan fesyen sekarang (termasuk yang bertudung). Semuanya menuntut wanita mendedahkan diri mereka. Dalam maksud lain, 'fesyen' telah memperalatkan wanita untuk melariskannya. so, what the heaven! Kenapa kita nak diperalatkan kan ?

Lepas tu ada pulak yang kata;
kalau pakai tudung tak ikut trend, nanti lelaki tak pandang sebab tak comel. (gulp)
haha..
Kalau lelaki pandang kita dapat apa ?
Duit? Fame? Bangga?
atau....
dosa?
Tak payah kita nak kisah pasal dioragn nak pandang kita ke tak.
kalau khuatir sangat , doa je . huhu.. kan syllabus SPM ada ajar, doa tu senjata mukmin. :)

The best thing (in my mind) is,
pakai apa yang kita nak pakai (tudung) tapi sudah semestinya, mengikut syariat.

Biarlah orang nak kata kolot ke , tak up-to-date ke.. lantak lah. yang penting kita tau apa yang kite buat tu betul. Kita cari keredhaanNya bukan redha manusia.
huhu. cakap senang, tapi nak buat susah, kan ?
jadi apa-apa pun, jom kita sama-sama berdoa agar dikurniakan hidayah yang kekal dan dapat kembali menujuNya dengan selamat. *amin*

*sekian*

p/s: fly me to the moon, xxx. :) |commercial break!|

And I realised , that we're moving forward ~

The fluffy clouds above me,
and the birds' chirpping
are not as same as when we
were both together.

We perhaps would laugh , talk and smile
together again
but the gist of laughing, talking and smiling
would not be the same as before.

The buds may bloosom,
and the years may pass,
but why it somehow difficult
to be happy on our own ?

I wonder if i could see tommorow
as i see it today ?
I wonder how it would be and
how would fate fares me .

The future remains a secret,
letting it to astray will never
be a choice nor a reason
but making it beautifully decorated
in the skies of hopes and dreams.

And now,
I realised that we're moving forward
and the past would be a beautiful memory
that keeps on playing for making
me as resilient as ever.


scribbled ,
fairy's.

*under influence of psedoujapanesekoreanism. *
haha

sElaMat Berpuasa,

Salam.

Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa, semua :)

**

Berterawih kat Masjid Negeri memang best. AWESOME giler! dahlah dengan imam baca sedap, ramai orang pulak tuh. memang terasa macam 'uh' tak tau la nak kata.
Bulan Ramadan ni memang berkat lah.
Kat sekolah pun terasa. Surau jadi meriah lepas waktu sekolah sbb ada tadarus. wuh!
bukan senag nak isi surau dengan manusia.
Alhamdulillah.


Sedikit update.
*
lai~

esok Aman start trial. so, best of luck! ^_^

selamat berpuasa ~

Ungu: Boleh bangkitkan kreativiti?

Assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulillah. Exam dah pun habis. Cuti pula yang mendatang. :)
Btw, tak sangka dah masuk bulan 6.
Happy New Month, peeps!

***

Ungu?
Kenapa ungu? Saja-saja je kita belajar pasal warna. At least, we're gonna be filled with knowledge though it just about a colour.

Warna bukan sekadar warna yang menghiasi bumi ni. Tapi, warna jugak boleh digunakan utk terapi, luahkan emosi dan sebagainya.

Hari ni jom kita teroka warna ungu/purple. But before that, how do you pronounce UNGU?
huhu..

Biasanya ungu dikaitkan dengan warna diraja dan warna spiritual.
Kenapa warna diraja?
Sebabnya waktu zaman Medieval di Eropah, warna biru hanya mampu dipakai oleh golongan aristokrat sebab warna ni amatlah mahal.
Tapi, setelah kekurangan sumber warna biru dan juga keruntuhan empayar Rom, maka terciptalah warna ungu.

Warna ungu merupakan kombinasi dua warna asas; MERAH dan BIRU.
Because of this combination, purple has both warm and cool properties.
Ada kajian menunjukkan warna ungu boleh boost child's imagination or artist's creativity.

Tapi,
kalau terlalu banyak warna ungu disekeliling, boleh menyebabkan ganguan kecil terhadap emosi ataupun moodiness.

Korang tau tak,
warna ungu ni warna kegemaran Egypt's Cleopatra.
Warna ni jugak melambangkan perkabungan di Thailand yang dicat di tingkap.

Bahasa warna Ungu:
Jangan main-main, warna pun ada bahasa yang tersendiri.
There are two types of purple; GOOD and BAD.

Good:
purple cow: utk menaikkan sesuatu lukisan etc.
purple prose: higly imaginative writing.

Bad:
purple language: bahasa kasar. harsh!
purple prose: colourful lies.

itulah sedikit sebanyak pasal ungu.

sape warna kegemaran dia warna ungu?

Bagi saya idea utk dijadikan pos, boleh?

***

Nasib baik lepas habis exam baru kena flu. Alhamdulillah, sempat gak jawab exam.
oraito,
thats all for today's post.
I know it sorta dry. I'll try to water it soon.
hehe..

wasalam.
peace out.
^_^

It takes two to tango

It takes two to tango.

It takes two to tango swiftly. It takes two to whisper quietly. It takes two hands to clap excitedly.

But how many souls do we need to cooperate for releasing Palestine from Israel ?

How many souls do they have to sacrifice for their sake?

It takes two power to generate wham impact. Imagine, Israel isn't stand alone, of coz they have their pillar from the unfair world.
Kalau tak, perkara ni tak akan berlanjutan.

Do you agree or do u have a better view?

*I just don't get it!*

Versus - versi 1

Huh.
ni po yang kedua untuk hari ni. yelah, tak kan nak campuradukkan pos sebelum ni dgn ni. X sesuai.
apa2 pun, semoga roh Din Beramboi dicucuri rahmatNya. amin.

aik? kenapa Versus?
huui, ni boleh dikatakan kena virus Hlovate dah ni. kalah virus lain. Thanks, Hlovate.
Novel Versus memang banyak bagi nafas baru (eceh, ayat x boleh bla), pengetahuan n perspektif baru dalam menilai sesuatu.
hu2.
hmm..
hari ni 'mc' buat kali kedua dalam minggu nih. gile ah. dah makin dekat nak SPM makin lah 'mc' nye. ha3. padahal bukannya sebab apa pun. saje2.
isma: kita-kita je tau kan! ^^

Oh ya, Alhamdulillah, dapat gak masuk bola jaring though as GS (r). he3. Harap-harap team sekolah boleh dapat tempat kat daerah nanti. Amin.

Petang ni prefects ad kem kat gombak and i x join. but anyway, hopefully diorang semua enjoy kem tu dan dapat bnyk manfaat serta pengetahuan baru dalam melaksanakan tugas. hu3.
Harap-harap kuranglah perangai pahat dengan penukul. kan zaman dah moden, buat apa nak pakai pahat. gunalah 'ketam' elektrik pulak kan. cuma petik, pastu terus kerja. kan senang.
well, tech makes easy!
:))

hmm..
no more blabs thu.
skrang ni masa utk Dear Far pulak yg dah berabuk tuh.

Sesuatu ~

NEWS: Pelawak negara Din Beramboi telah pulang ke rahmatullah pada awal pagi ni jam 0030.
Mari sedekahkan al Fatihah utk arwah. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang soleh. Amin~

Hmmm.. To be frank, yes i do feel sad for his departure. Din Beramboi. He was the man with bags of gags, and all rounded i guess. I wasn't into him before but since last long semester holiday i tuned in to Era.fm in the morning where Aznil aka Paknil together with arwah DIn Beramboi conducted their morning show 'Riuh Pagi di Era'. I was obviously overwhelmed by Din Beramboi's spontaneous jokes during 'Sawan Cara' and 'Drama Sebabak'.
I bet anyone who tune in to Era in the morning for that will never stop laughing even you're in anger that time. yes, my word is true. hu2.

Ingat lagi, ada satu masa tu, i was like moody eh, nono.. i mean i was furious about something at someone. but then when i listened to Sawan Cara i was laughing and laughing and the anger just fled away- just like that. Sy pun cakap to myself, 'He makes my day'. hu2.
Memang kelakar yg bersahaja. :) Since that, sy pun akan tunggu ulangan Sawan Cara setiap kali dengar radio. Yelah, kena dgr ulangan je lah sbb sekolah waktu pagi. ^.^
walaupun ulangan, tapi keaslian dan kehebatan arwah dgn Paknil tetap mantap.


Ada ke peganti arwah? Memang yang patah tumbuh, yang hilang berganti tp peganti tak kan sama dgn yang telah pergi. Semoga keluarga arwah tetap tabah atas kehilang besar ni.
Satu negara rasa kehilangan sesorang yang menceriakan hari-hari rakyat Malaysia macam warna-warna menceriakan kain dengan corak-corak yang menarik.
Semoga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat.
Al Fatihah.

I suddenly think this song suit him*
by Bunkface- Soldier

Handsome ;)

Handsome?
A good looking male figure-perhaps. The word handsome was once used to describe a pretty lady back in 80's in London. Im not really sure whether the usage of this word is still valid or appropriate to describe a lady. Anyway, handsome is not just for living things. We can even describe plans or anything that considered to be handsome. yeah, pretty much!
Why I chose handsome as the title of today's post?
well, as you read through the whole post, you'll notice the reason why. :D *wink*
*anyway,
I don't know what makes me braved the effort to go online today and updating my blog. Maybe after a few "Face drop" sessions back at school today. Yeah, perhaps. Hmm.. As a 'routine' to come early to school to unlock Discipline's room, taking Doa's script and taking out BKK out from the room. It is my duty in the morning. *yawn* haha..
As for today, I had enough time to linger at the pavement while waiting for assembly to start. So, I looked at the notice board- academic's info.
and Guess what? WHAT?? Excluding today, I just have 25 days more to Monthly Exams! WTHeaven! I was kinda shaking inside me after thinking of subjects I haven't revise. Ya ALLAH! But, hey, it is not too late to start right? Hmm.. yeah! Farihah, starts now or never! :D

Being a prefect isn't a okie-dokie-playing stuff. I mean, as a prefect myself, there are a lot of duties I have to do. Teachers gave the responsibility to me to help them in whatever condition. Hmm.. I must admit that it is not easy. But what can i say is that, even though is not an easy thingy but somehow it will make myself growing even mature. Yeah, somehow and sometimes. I can consider myself as a luck person to be a prefect because unconsciously I can at least step further from negative influences. Alhamdulillah. Anyway, people or my peers always look at me as a FIERCE girl. Hmm.. I cant deny the fact that im kinda fierce or should i change the word to being strict? Hmm. anyway, when it comes to work, i don't really like to working slow. Being lenient is ok but sometimes it gonna make things worsen. So, I decided to make a Lenient-strict habit during my work as a prefect. Hoho. D you get what im trying to tell? Hopefully, yes.

Speaking of the devil- since I ve been talking about prefects. Just to share. I went to my lil' sis school to fetch her and i accidentally saw my moved-away-prefect. He's my junior at my school. A new hot prefect - ehh, used to be prefect. He's hot. yeah, and handsome as well. haha..
But then, he has transferred to other school for his chosen electives. Anyway, good luck handsome boy! Hahaha..
*enough about that junior*

Hmm..
What else to write? Hmm.. Mmm..
Oh yeah, i tried to use the method i learned during the one-day seminar i attended recently. Well, im not really sure the accuracy of the method but i tried and will try again. Today is the last day for me to see the effectiveness of the method. hehe. Why today? because I've specified the day I wanna to see this thing come to reality. hoho. but if it wont happen, i won't give in. Yeah, i wont give in.
:D
Anyway, I made a riddle about someone and I think not many can dismantle it. I posted the riddle to my Myspace and guess what, my junior admitted that she knows the answer. I was overwhelmed! OMAllah! How she knew? But, yet, I still don't know whether her answer is correct or not because she isn't give me the answer. So, I hope she don't know. If she knew, my identity will sorta exposed. hahaha..
this is the riddle: a KNOWLEDGEABLE KNIGHT RIDING on a HORSE. *the capital letters are the clues. Anyone?

Sunset almost turns the sky dark which means the night has comes. So, id better get going. Tons of homework and have to do few preparations for tomorrow's meeting with principle. :D
Salam.
=)

Minggu Pertama Persekolahan o.O?

Assalamualaikum..
dan salam sejahtera.

4 - 8 Januari 2010. Minggu pertama persekolahan sebagai senior. Ada perkataan yang lebih baik daripada *penat* untuk menggambarkan situasi minggu pertama.
Hari pertama dah mula belajar dan yeah, KERJA RUMAH! Cun kan? haha..
2010 gonna be my last and final year as a secondary school student. yeah, coz i won't and don't even have heart to proceed to form 6. haha.
damn diff. lols.
Anyways, when you are a SENIOR. what more can i say? senior.senior. haha. what im mumbling about? hehe.
Having few responsibilities can be such a headache and yeah, it is. being a PREFECT! phurr.
Its a tough job. really. no joke. no wonder most of the interviewed-guys-last-year have no interest to be prefect. huhu. not enough guts and energy perhaps. hmm. whatever it is, when people are still in the same shell and have no guts to make or follow the paradigm shift around them, the leaders gonna face more and even bigger probs. *a DOT*

Sepanjang hari persekolahan, i don't even give a look at computer. haha. well, a stare maybe. which means, i managed to atay away from internet during schooldays. thumbs up for me. haha. nak jugak.

hmm.
lots of things to be written but just have no feeling to do so.
btw, im impatiently wait for this Sunday. Aizat Amdan !! haha..
support Aizat guys! :D
anyway, when 'we' turn 21, is the promise still relevant or it will just fade away as 'you' did?
hope nope and nope.
having another listen to those songs. hehe. <3
farewell, this week.
welcoming next week.
Hopefully, your week gonna be better than this week.
Aizat; victory is the hand. haha. opss! the voice actually.
Hoikik! :D

Its December 2009

Man, it has been long time x update this blog.

"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good that we oft may win by fearing to attempt".

well, it just a thought for this post. Holiday activities are: 1) Jogging! :D 2) READING! 3) Revising 4) etc.. you name it.. ;D
The activity i enjoyed the most is no 2! huhu.. reading! My mind wouldn't starve in this holiday coz i already schedule the menu :D.
Here are some of the books i read and gonna read:
1) How to Work a Room
2) The Secret of Mind Power
3) Kejayaan lebih mudah daripada Kegagalan.
4) Sudahkah anda bertemu Mariam?
5) Cracking Creativity

Not bad isn't it? Well, ive finished reading some. :D and its not im going to brag but Congrats to myself.Whee~ Anyways, having myself reading those books somehow .. well, not somehow but those pieces of words there changed the way i think. though it isn't all part of my thinking but its worthwhile babe!.
Reading those books is actually for my next final year preparation. Well, im gonna be the senior of the school and yes, of coz i gotta make the most of my times there. most of my friends (who currently furthering their studies in U/College) said: Enjoy school life before its too late to do so. huhu.. and because of their precious and not gonna waste their saliva and even their energy (kcal), so i decided to meek their words.
well, actually not just these friends who extend the 'joy of school' my parents even said so. Again, without any doubt I'll try to enjoy next final year of schooling. :D

Backdated to last month- November, the rain fell almost everyday and much to my excitement (to jog) , the rain falls kinda frequent this month as well and i uttered dismay. I just started JOG *can you believe this?* on Dec 1st and hoping to make it as routine. Unfortunately, rains fell down heavily on the next few days. Only today i managed to jogging with Ayad. Luckily, i can bolted out from bed though it isn't as easy as it is. you know, waking up in the Saturday morning.. hu2..

2010: SPM. SIJIL PELAJARAN MALAYSIA. i have to understand and 'fear' (in positive way) of that WORD. again; SPM! =.='.

" Magic always around us. They will never disappear. Cause magis is changes. Even if we don't like it. Changes will happen. Magic will happen and never die." - Arvin Bubu..
Arvin: sorry, i copycat this phrase. :D
I must say that i agreed with Arvin's words. Though we don't really like 'changes' yet we have to face it and try to get into it. but , hey changes aren't things that we should be afraid of. Its a natural process. Frankly, from previous experience, i can say that changes could make us lose few things we treasured and on the bright sight, it also could give us wholesome new things.
When it comes to 'changes', Red Ranger is lingering in my mind. haha.. .>.<

Well anyways, I've created some vows for next year which i should follow and obey. I've listed few of the vows in a piece of paper and i should give a final touch-up. Gonna add few more. Ya must be pondering what are the vows? Well, they are closely related to my life of course. haha.. CAUTION: Don't you ever disobey your very own vows because they might hurt you. seriously, no joke. *from a friend's experience.. hehe..
Hmm.. Have you ever listen to 21 Guns by Greenday? Give a listen to it. It is a nice song and the lyric is cool babe! Ayad didn't like it but its the other way round to Aman. He likes it. hoho.. Ayad laughed when I stated that it is a nice song. ARGGH! :P Meet me halfway by BEP, Down by Lil Wayne feat Jay Sean, Taylor Swift's aren't bad though. Kinda nice one. :B

Just to share: JOGGING!? Jogging is a beneficial activity that should be in everyone's routine. It can help to minimise the risk of getting dangerous diseases like heart attack, obesity etc.. How it helps? Well, when we jogged our hearts pump the blood even faster than the normal rates. Thus, the bloodflow in ourselves will flow smoothly. Warming up and cooling down process is very essential before and after you jog. Your mucle need some 'acknowledgement' before starts working. and if you are still figuring out when to start jogging and you still find the exact time to do so, my advice is: START NOW not before its too late. :D
So, come on, starts a new routine. Jogging!
Minds are like parachute. They can only fuction well when they are opened. So, in order to 'open' you mind, a good recreation should be practice. :D
so long!

to be somebody..

To Be Somebody.


to be somebody that would make the world a better place for everybody; to make every living things fulfilled their needs and wishes-the good ones.. Ayong, Pn Nurullida Jamil once asked the M group to BE SOMEBODY. and insyaAllah, with her motivation and spirit i will climb the mount of confident and embrace the tower of success to become a somebody that is useful for family, Religion, Nation and Country and for the World as well. with such will bestowed to me, my inner-self pump such a positive attitude towards achieving my goals.

it has been almost to two weeks since i left RIMUP. and i just cant even stop reminiscing the moments there. tell me, im not that crazy but frankly, the camp was a great fun for everybody, i bet. and today is the first day of schooling after two weeks i didn't attend and it started with a merriment inside me. keep Smiling. because of her 'will' and some tips from best friends, i enjoyed my today. hey! of course i enjoyed myself. my adorable best friends were there. Cik Fatin Ismaniza, Cik (or i shall address as Pn.. hehe) Uma Shangery, Isaac and Joshua.. hehe.. and much to my merriment, i asked Uma about my very own cik Niza. 'she missed me when i wasn't around?' i asked, with an eager heart, really. haha.. and the answer did dismantled the question and i etched a smile. a deep from heart smile. =) she missed me. but she didn't admit coz afraid of me getting full of myself or in current slang, BAJET or POYO. haha.. cik niza, cik niza.. i know you miss me but shy to admit. hehe.. Isaac has stopped his miss-me session today since i turned up to school today. Joshua with his new Adidas bag from his S.A.. (no elaboration on this coz i've promised to keep it as secret.) and one thing for me; KEM NILAM -district level is in my-september-list. im gonna represent my zone and hopefully gonna represent Selangor. amin~. my school celebrated Independence Day this morning. it wasn't that great since the sky wasn't that clear and guess what, the assembly is being done in the lobby. My god! damn packed. we sang few patriotic songs like Jalur Gemilang and.... 1 Malaysia. OMG! the moments in johor were playing inside me, really. Fact: im having RIMUPmania right now. haha.. ok.ok. enough with that emo. hmm.. pity Yuhi. he's having chicken pox at age 18. sekaranglah tu.. kesian-kesian. to yuhi: get well soon ok.

anyway, its 1st of September 2009. cepatnya masa berlalu. rasa macam baru semalam masuk jadi pelajar tingkatan 4. hehe.. just few more weeks im gonna turn 16. sweet 16, huh? hopefully, i will be a better daughter, sister, student, friend, prefect, human and most importantly a better Muslim. amin~.. since today is the first day of september, some wishes for some people shall be in this post.

Happy New Month and may this month will brings you guys such great things :

• parents and siblings.
• family
• Farah Hani Munjiat
• Nurul Azmiera Zamri
• Fatin Ismaniza Ramzuzzaman
• Uma Shangery Aruldass
• Najwa Ab Rahman
• Asmah Ab Rahim
• M Afiq Salim
• Mohd Syazwan Shahdan
• Syed Ozal Zakaria Syed Iedin
• Haritheren Sathiaseelen
• Yuhinesen Keseven
• Ahmad FAdhil Ab Fatah
• M Elyas Md Ehsan
• Isaac Vimal M Francis
• Joshua Raj Isidore Sakayaraj
• all M group.. ( too many of you guys so i just write our dedicated name! lol)

ok. enough with wishes thingy. hmm.. bulan ramadhan. ( correct spelling, isn't it?).. i performed my terawih at nearest surau and i must say it wasn't a good environment. much to my dismay, the environment really sucked out with kids making noises, interrupting the jemaah and few jemaah x line up according to saf. macam tak pernah diajar je.. geram betul. bukankah malaikat akan mendoakan orang yang merapatkan saf? but why! why! they were like don't care. *angry*.. hopefully, Allah will open up their hearts and my heart too to be good muslims.

ok..
enough of jotting things down.. exam results are kinda 50-50.. err.. i x sit for PAI paper. ustazah kata, tak pelah farihah.. nanti jawab final exam je.. OMG! thanks, ustazah! haha.. new add math chapter. Solution of triangles. great! haha..

hmm.. alright, before i call it a day, i would like to emphasis to myself to study even harder in order to be the somebody.. ~i want nobody, nobody but you..~~ lalal.. tiba-tiba je teringat kat lagu nih.. huhu.. hmm..
hoping to be tokoh Nilam again! hehe..

*all inspired!*

to trust, doubting comes first?

Its August! OMG! times creep pretty fast and i sometimes x managed to catch it. hmm.. new month with new perspectives and visions and things to be in the list! yeah! hmm.. anyways, with this new month, i came across a saying made by myself; To trust, doubting comes first?. well, this phrase popped out from my mind after some misunderstandings between me and my forever besties. yeah! forever! (insyaAllah). to me, well after all this happened i think to trust a person, doubting comes first. why? well, frankly IMO, i think if we doubt someone and at an end we have nothing to doubt him or her then we can put our trust on him or her. so, in this very personal misunderstanding, i found that after i doubted him for not being frank to me (personal affairs r excluded oke!), and after listened to his explanation, i can conclude that i most probably trust him. maybe x 100% but i do trust him. ye lah, it is kinda diff to find such friends like him. my Along said that in a friendship, there's the ups and downs and by that, the bond becomes stronger. A fact? is it? well, i hope so.
hmm.. anyways, besides this trust-thingy i learned and noticed something. hmm.. Niza is my best friend. yeah. she is. she protects me from getting hurt. what a friend! love you Niza! (p/s: saje je gune Niza, nak bagi sounds hot ckit. huhu.. btw, it does? lol). im so lucky to have friend like her. well, not just her actually.. there are some names that i wont ever forget. yeah. i wont. insyaAllah.~if i let you go, i would never know what my life would be~ lalala..
friend does gives an impact on our life kan? huhu..
hmm. so, conclusively, i can say that in every friendship or other -ships, frankness and trust are a necessity. but ehem.. to trust, doubting comes first. so, it is not a bad stuff if you (or even myself) to doubt someone just to put a strong belief on him/her in the longer period. but, you know the effects of being way too doubting on people will make the relation between you and the possible homo sapiens fragile and breakable and it is totally not a good thingy. thus, don't be way to trust and vice verse. hmm.. beyond the shadow of a doubt, i can tell that my faith in my besties is good. ( cannot say it is strong but i have faith on them.) huhu..
anyways, a week seems pretty short these days. just in the blink of eyes. hmm.. Along went back to her MRSM. i x really like when she's not around. ~my life would suck without you~ lalala! hoho.. believe me my Along, my life would suck without you. Love you so much!
hmm..
anyways, i tried to imply some of my friends on 'is it good for a teen to actually face adults' probs?'. im not sure whether they fathom out my implication or not. so, what you guys think? is it reasonable or just nope?
hmm.. from my experience, i think it is good at times depends on the probs. if the probs are way too 'heavy' then the teens are not supposed to be exposed with them. but if the probs can actually bring a lesson to learn in their future life, then it must be good. hmm..
haih, why in sudden i wrote this stuff?.... just an end for this topic. x want to elaborate much. x best! haha.




agreed?
huhu..
just to put something in this post.
have to draw a veil over this post da.. next week is my next monthly test. so, i should have to be prepared. i x want to get no 4 but i want no 1. (sometimes it seems impossible , but as Adidas catchphrase, IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING! and saying says, nothing is impossible to a willing heart!
yeah! a condolence to my laziness cuz i x need you! haha.. condolence to laziness, welcoming motivated soul!
:)

the essay i sent.

A devotion that lasts.
I tried to bulge my eyes to see what is happening to my world right now and right here but to open the lids I can’t. I'm wounded. I can’t feel the presence of anybody here in this dark and cold place. I'm scared, the nerve and all veins and arteries are shrinking-thinking I'm all alone. I just want to scream and squeal:” Tell me I'm not on my own. Tell me I am not alone”. But, if I screamed, nothing is going to happen. It all will go astray. A whisper of some words of the voices who I loved the most ooze into my eardrums. “Don’t be scared. Keep on believing yourself, you are not alone-never. We are always here with you though you noticed or not. This is our responsibility. To keep the light of your will ignites and will always emit. Don’t feel vulnerable when you have failed in any trials”, the voices whispered with a clear and brief. There, I tried to leg myself up once again for the words keep repeating in my skull. I can’t give up easily because I have great sources of motivation and inspiration who always stand behind me and breathe the words of resilience to feat those impostors and thwarters. Yes! The strength that keep the erythrocytes transport oxygen in and carbon dioxide out of body. Here, I slowly start with a toddle and wake up from the forty winks of failure. The failure that makes me torn-out and feel unavailing. I tell myself, “failure is the great teacher to make myself achieve the goals with more values and positive attitude. Keep on trying and boost the spirit of determination”. I wake up and start to grab a future, a bright future for myself and the important people indeed. With those two important folks of my life, a new scent chapter of my life begins. I am no longer a fragile failure but a resilient fighter. Here, THEY give more useful advices and tips for being a good people. “ always keep the goods be on the surface of the earth crust, you don’t have to be other people but be yourself who have your own uniqueness and specialities. Justice is important-treat them well. Failure and winning are part of learning-accept both equally. Serve the world with kindness and respect is earned not a command.” Imagine how life going to be without two important people called, PARENTS. How we survive in those bad times and celebrate those happy winks without them? Life would not be as beautiful as it is without parents. Their loves worth thousands skies and to repay is yet impossible. Being a truthful and nice person will at least make them proud. Their pieces of advices make a child revolve in an appropriate distance and shape. They are like the backbone in person’s body, the sun for the universe, the adrenalin and the endorphin. A boon from God for everybody that has. Much gratitude to them, Parents. Life is like playing a violin in public and learning the instrument as one goes on. ~ Samuel Butler~

huh! just finished it. and wanna hand in this morning. another last minute work. huhu. what can i do? last minute is my habit. (please don't practice it at home or anywhere you are,alright!)
hmm.. the essay basically about parents. i wrote it because the feeling of love towards my parents. huhu.. seriously, they are the greatest people i have met in my entire life. their true love and care are the most important hings that i can't forget. without them, my entire world will be foggy and just plain and lame. again, as stated in the essay; they are boons from Allah. I'm so lucky and : ) to have them as person that live the life. last word; I love you,guys my dear parents. huhu.. muahhh! ouh! its them! huhu.. mom and dad. love you guys lah!
zainun saat and mohamed rashidi mokhtar. the beats of my heart. huhu..

alright! almost 5 am. i need to get prepared, school's in a couple of hours.
to readers: Jom! let us love our parents before we love anywho or anybody or anyone else.
huhu..
~pursuing for a good and great day!

letting the creativity flows

again! for the second time. hmm.. i was thinking that what are the things i can do to make my parents+family proud of me? have any ideas? as for my sis, she did make the family proud of her. why? well, she's studying in MRSM TGB, Jasin Melaka and she's one of the PUM (persatuan usahawan muda) of the school. she's like a VIP in that club. and this year is her final year (form 5) and her PUM or her company (Empires corp.) was chosen to represent MRSM in the Usahawan Muda convention. it was real good, right?! and to make it even better, her company got the 2ND place (overall) and the best-company-presentation. I'm glad that she's happy . anything that makes her happy will make me happy either. its not that im green with envy towards her but what ive been thinking about is when+how i can make my family proud? huhu.. hmm.. maybe sooner or later i'll be making history of great discoveries of cure for cancer or i found the antidote for pandemic viruses or just anything that can make them proud of me. huhu.. |sympathy? no need ,ok!| haha.. ouh ya: congrats to my dear sis and her teammates. hmm.. what else to jot down on this evening? ... guess what.. You Can by David Archuleta is oozing slowly thru auditory canals and straight to eardrums. i just don't know why i am so in love with this song. huhu.. i asked my friend to dedicate this song to her girlfriend, who is my friend either. huhu.. .... Im in fantasy for awhile ni. huhu.. kidding! huhu..
anyway, im searching for anywho, who have some nice and delli recipes. huhu.. wanna to try them out. so, if you guys have any speacial recipes, do give me,alright. thank you. hihi...anyway, give me some ideas what to cook or baked? addicted to cook.huhu..

Congrats to the best teacher ever, Pn Harlina Zakaria for her pregnancy. i know she must be happy and her dream comes true. haha ;)
What an Ice cream! damn sedap!
hmm..
thats all for today, i guess.
my fingers need some rest and my corneas and scleras need to cool down because study-time will ON just in hour.
huhu..
(too many 'huhu' kan?. :)) )
astalavista babe!
salam.

the new month ~ JULY

alright! where to start? hmm.. my dad's birthday is today and he's not here to celebrate it. mom and dad went to Melaka for a meeting and visiting sis (MRSM TGB). school? was ok. i am still busy with competitions and prefect stuff. when is the exact time I'll focus on my study?huhu.. mid year exam was kinda bad and all went haywire. huhu.. the worst result ever. huhu.. though the result was like real bad, but it doesn't mean i have to stop from being an active student. (am i rite?..) there's always another chance for those who appreciate and for those who has a real high-will and determination.yeah! hmm.. next week i'll have my KEM NILAM and 2 days-off from school. Mrs. Addmath said, she gonna teach new chapter next week and for sure I'm gonna miss the classes. :( sobs2. (the solar eclipse. taken by me.do observe it carefully) alright! enough with those baby-squeal post. moving on: hmm.. well, i supposed to write an essay for Sejarah Bermula magazine but frankly im a total idea-lack-er right now and right here. the dateline is on Friday. what should i write , you know, like something interesting .. if i didn't submit an essay, im doomed. huhu.. they expect me to produce something and if i didn't the bad gonna be on me. huhu.. but, again, what should i write? source|s| of inspiration, come here... and breathe me an idea,please.. ouh ya! biology class was great today! (every class is great actually. ahaha). Chapter 5. the cell division. mitosis and meiosis. Mrs. Biology gave a clear brief and it just flow in my mind easily. and I'm hoping it gonna stick in my mind forever. hmm.. tomorrow schedule: BM, Chemistry, 1119, Math and Physics. great! huhu.. experiment will be done tomorrow and school gonna all fire up with a lilac flame. haha.. kidding!.. hmm.. i need some tips from professionals. truly and really in need. 'how to stay-up without feeling drowsy?' and 'how to kills the drowsiness?'. a huge appreciation and gratitude to those who give the tips. thanks! the above picture is the picture of solar eclipse taken by me on 26 February if I'm not mistaken. BTW, if you can't see the eclipse, please observe it carefully while bulging your eyes and start to maximizing your pupils,alright?!
alright, last one, the aims and goals for this month and afterwords:

• eat well and stay healthy
• study smart, play smart
• next exam, first place!
• keep on writing and outburst the creativity in me.
• winnings
• sis, bro and friends birthday to celebrate. (my birthday? haha.. )
• be resilient for any circumstance
  
• keep on fighting for justice
• make the journey to achieve ambition closer and easier. (yeah!)
• enough -lah

'when the mind found the answer, the heart changes its quest'
my sis gave me this quote and it is actually from her bff. aha'