Its hard.

A Difficult Versus~

Its hard to change the norm,
Its hard to be different,
way too far from the society,
Its hard to be in stereotypical locals,
Its hard to be good.

All things are difficult before
they are easy?
and every hardship has a relief,
is Allah's promise.
Will I be as strong as Bilal bin Rabah?

To see the light again from different angle,
hoping to be a better one, for good.
To be accepted merely by Allah the AlMighty.
And to be as demure as Fatimah az Zahrah,
A perfect woman as Siti Khadijah..
These all a lass is hoping about.

Its A Versus,
A Versus within myself..
Its hard to die but
death would be even harder if
no changes happened
from good to better..

I seek Your guidance
and enlightenment..
May these wishes be granted
for I could gaze at the stars by
thanking You,
for I could taste the sky
and feel everything newly according to Your path.



Its a difficult sacrifice indeed but it's worthwhile.
May Allah bless every effort I put in. Amin.

As i mentioned in the above verses, its hard to change from our normal life.
But we would be the same if we are too afraid to change.
There's few lines in Drops of Jupiter by Train:
~ I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol Jane~
~Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never land~

By hook or crooks as the world revolves, we have to change.
Changing the way we live from the norm( to be accepted by society) to something ne; to be accepted merely by Allah swt.
May Allah bless our effort and forgive our sins.
Amin.

Again,
Im inserting Al Baqarah: 208 here.


O ye who believes! Enter Islam whole-heartedly; and follow not the footsteps of the evil one; for he is enemy.


Till here;
السلام عليكم ;)