Dictator, is that me?

Fuh!
What a tiring day (yesterday). One day seminar "Unlock your potential" in Shah Alam and I can say that it was a good seminar to attend. Well, yeah. New things Ive discovered. What's all about? Its about your (and myself as well) birth dates. Few new and informative things I got yesterday. And this is the time to Share with the world. Sharing is Caring but not all the time. Note that please.

Why the title of this post is 'Dictator, is that me?'
Here is the reason: During the seminar, all the participants had to calculate one's self birth date and interpret it. When Im doing my part and found that Im 8-1-4 'species'. Yeah, species that was the word Dr Azizan used. haha. From his research, No 8 'species' have these traits:
1) responsible
2)Stubborn
3)Need work (if dont have work, tension will kicks off)
4) trusted
5) love power
6) once in power, they'll rule as a dictator
7) can be a leader
8) organised
9) Ambitious
10) helpful

well, thats it. Dr Azizan said, when people with number 8 have a power (or position), they will act as dictator.
Guess what im thinking that time? come on, guess me.. hahah. Don't have the answer uh?
well, i was thinking about my PREFECTS. Do they being treated as in Julius Ceaser's time? I hope they don't.
Even so, there was an article saying Tun Dr Mahathir as a dictator. He is a dictator who brought the nation to successful years. So, should i say more? Being a dictator isn't the problem but the problem is How we bring the organisation up to the sky. Am i right?
Oh ya, since ive been talking about Tun Dr Mahathir, I just want to let you know that He is my Inspiration. One of my inspirations.
and a little bit consideration to nowadays hearsay about him aren't true. I mean, most of the leaders in Malaysia have no respect towards a guy who brought Malaysia up- Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamed. This shows immorality. huhu. I guess i should put an end to this topic coz it might wound someone or something which i don't really care. haha.
*tiititiitit*
next stuff:
since im a form 5 student this year, so the chances to have positions in clubs and sports are high. For this last year, i have few positions in club, uniform and sport i joined.
ENGLISH CREATIVE MINDS CLUB: President
PERSATUAN BULAN SABIT MERAH: Treasurer
SOFTBALL: President
PREFECT: ---------
Well, more responsibilities,uh! But then, all these stuff gonna make me even mature-insyaAllah.
Anyway, a problem i faced last year 09, has come back to me. yeah. Should i be glad or just murmur in pain? Well, Im just not that murmuring type of person. As SS said: When you have problems, don't run from them. But face them. Yeah, I will face this stuff.
Well, the trait of not giving up is in me. If I don't make use of it, then it gonna makes me look as a daft. or 'Kelakar badak'. haha..

Next stuffie:
A junior in former school asked for my help. Help? Well, since i have the helpful trait, i agreed to help. The help was about : to give a-so-called Goodbye card to a special person in his life. So, i suggested him to compose a poem or anything that include words for her(the special person). But then, he said he isn't that creative to create one. So, my next suggestion was to edit a lyric. I asked him to choose a song that can depicts their memories together. And he did. He chose a song by JT. im not really sure what song was that since I have stopped myself to be one of JT fans. But what i can say is: he did a great job in editing that lyric. He showed me the edited lyric and i was kinda overwhelmed coz it's a nice stuff to read. haha.. Boy, good job.
A special message to you: Be good in new school. study smart and be cool always. :D

INTEGRATION!
What comes to your mind when you see this word?
Ask me and i'll answer : A new kinda tough thing i ever found!
Yeah, it does. But, as quoted from Albert Einstein: All Things are DIFFICULT before they are EASY.
so, by hook or crook I really have to make myself understand that INTEGRATION topic. Yeah, pray for me.

That's for Add Math. What about Chemistry?
One of my classmate told me that there are a lot of formula to memorise in Chapter 2( chemistry f5). WTHouse!
But, hey, it's all depends on my mind. If I say I can't then of coz I cant do it. And vice verse.

OMG! Quite a long post.
Well, enough to cover this few weeks of not updating anything.
Anyway, i was asked to make a brainstorm on who is the closest person to myself and cannot be my mum. I was a little bit in a confusion on who to choose. But then, ive come to a conclusion to choose one of my best buddies. 1119 teacher reminded us not to choose a person who has a love-connection to us. you know like those lovey-dovey thingy. I haven't tell that person that i chose him. yeah, its him. haha.
But im pretty certain that he just don't mind. So, i don't have to tell him. Ahah!

What else?
Hmm.. today is the last day for this first month in January 10.
Have i accomplished the aims and vows? Have I? OMG!
I guess I have accomplished a few. Well, at least. Tomorrow gonna be a new kick-start! Kinda lucky to know my hidden potential before February's sunshine shines the nation. Yeah.

alright then, since i have no idea what else to write, im gonna compose a poem then ;)

February's lines
Hush those cries and whimper,
Make me strong again,
Im gonna fight to win this battle.
All those hopes gonna bring me up
and fly to the sky
till i reach the stars..

I will walk besides you,
though you can't see me but you can feel me there,
I'll be by your side
and take my hand close to yours..

Even so we are drifted apart,
but i will never forget the promises
we've made.
Just to fight till the end
will be my first part of the day.

February's lines will make me knocked
to be awoke always,
to see the world
with new hopes and strength..
As the Sun shines today,
I will never be the same again..

To have the stars by my side,
to see the constellations every night,
I have to be a knight..
February gonna be the beginning of new chapter.
and it will never end,
with Allah's will.

A voice whisper to me;
have it all and be it all..
coz you gonna make it.
whatever you do,
do it with all your heart.
And I nodded.

:D