between thou and thee

Leaving September, Howdy October. Its OCTOBER! dah bulan oktober dah. Did i accomplished all my missions for the last 9 months? Err.. Hmm. Aha'.. huhu.. lol.. thats the answers. October has arrived means; Final Exam just around the corner.. not just some but a lot of revision should be done for results to be No-low-grades condition.. There is no success without hardwork. (Dr. Syazwan's words - dah berapa kali dah tulis kat blog tapi tak amalkan sangat. Dr., sorry.. Saje2 je nak guna kata-kata anda.). since each and every human in this world do need continuous motivations and inspirations, i would need them either.. so, this month's pick would be:
'you gain strength, courage and confidence by every experiences in which you really step to look fear in the faces.. you must do the thing you think you cannot do.'.. Do thing You THink you cannot do.. well, it seems bravery is being counted here. to do something that we think we cant is actually kindaa a difficult stuff. it is all about bravery and the mind to explore new things. Cik Farihah (@ Ms. Marvel), do explore new things. Be brave like what Tok Anjang told. ;D. thanks to Tok Anjang for keep giving me inspiration to pursue my ambition. thanks, tok!

During 1119 class last yesterday: we were studying the Sonnet 18's poem by William Shakespeare.. It was kinda nice poem but since William composed the poem to a guy then it sounds not really great. but if the poem meant for a lass, it shall be great.. hehe.. ~Shall i compare thou with the summer's days?~
itulah sajaknya. From this poem lesson, it is told that beauty of a person wont last forever. (i x talk about the inner beauty k, just the seen beauty..). In order to actually see the 'beauty' forever, we can compose a poem about the person or anything that we love + like the most. so, their beauty can always be seen through the poems we composed. I wondered why i x compose any poems for best buddies and family.. well, i did this compose-poems-thingy when i was at my former stay. but since moved here, i just stop doing all that. x know why.. lack of inspirations or just more inspirations or im just don't have any ideas? haha.. hey, thanks to Pn Khairiah for giving me an all-new inspiration.. Nanti insyaAllah saya akan reka sajak untuk Cik Niza dan CIk Uma and the Marvels, family etc.. haha... and to both 'Cik' i mentioned earlier: i know you guys wanna compose such beautiful poems just for me but because of your unseen macholah-konon-ego tu, korang malu-malu nak mengaku. haha.. I will soon compose some poems- insyaAllah.



EMO:

Sad emo for shocking news i received on the first October.. i have to make a choice between two 'great' things. lol..
1) Kem NiLAM - state level
2) Kem Kepimpinan - National level.
both NiLAM and Kem Kepimpinan teachers were begging for me to choose either one. i asked for besties opinions, Cik Niza and Cik Uma. both of them suggested Kem Nilam. went to see koko's teacher, Pn Tanty and asked her opinion about this choosing matter. She suggested my name for the Kem Kepimpinan.. Thank you, teacher. she sounded like to go for NiLAM's. back home; referring to my advisors, En Rashidi dan Pn Zainun; both of the said: if i just want to have fun, choose Kem Kepimpinan but If I wanna have both fun and challenges, go for Nilam.. so, after some prays and pondering moments, i chose Nilam. well, Allah knows better. Maybe there's something i dunno behind this curtain of choice. Amal said: kita merancang, Allah merancang tapi Allah sebaik-baik perancang. yeah.. Cik Farihah; All the best . give the very best .. :D..

Additional footnotes;
Tok Anjang's words:
1) The greatest discovery of my generation is that human beings can alter their lives just by changing their attitude of mind- William James.
2) Menatally one must be strong 25% physical, 75% mental. Power comes from a quiet mind which means that one must mediate twice daily, one early in the morning and the other late at night before sleep.. In other words, noises kill genius. Meditation in Islam is praying with full concentration.
3) Socially one must be able to :expand one comfortable zone not like the saying birds of the same feature flock together.. * Widen one circle of friends, leaving one comforting zone when it hinders progress. one comforting zone is not live in but to rest.

i got a lot more of his saying but enough for this time around. tak best lah kalau taip semua sekali gus. nanti dah tak de bahan la pulak.