to trust, doubting comes first?

Its August! OMG! times creep pretty fast and i sometimes x managed to catch it. hmm.. new month with new perspectives and visions and things to be in the list! yeah! hmm.. anyways, with this new month, i came across a saying made by myself; To trust, doubting comes first?. well, this phrase popped out from my mind after some misunderstandings between me and my forever besties. yeah! forever! (insyaAllah). to me, well after all this happened i think to trust a person, doubting comes first. why? well, frankly IMO, i think if we doubt someone and at an end we have nothing to doubt him or her then we can put our trust on him or her. so, in this very personal misunderstanding, i found that after i doubted him for not being frank to me (personal affairs r excluded oke!), and after listened to his explanation, i can conclude that i most probably trust him. maybe x 100% but i do trust him. ye lah, it is kinda diff to find such friends like him. my Along said that in a friendship, there's the ups and downs and by that, the bond becomes stronger. A fact? is it? well, i hope so.
hmm.. anyways, besides this trust-thingy i learned and noticed something. hmm.. Niza is my best friend. yeah. she is. she protects me from getting hurt. what a friend! love you Niza! (p/s: saje je gune Niza, nak bagi sounds hot ckit. huhu.. btw, it does? lol). im so lucky to have friend like her. well, not just her actually.. there are some names that i wont ever forget. yeah. i wont. insyaAllah.~if i let you go, i would never know what my life would be~ lalala..
friend does gives an impact on our life kan? huhu..
hmm. so, conclusively, i can say that in every friendship or other -ships, frankness and trust are a necessity. but ehem.. to trust, doubting comes first. so, it is not a bad stuff if you (or even myself) to doubt someone just to put a strong belief on him/her in the longer period. but, you know the effects of being way too doubting on people will make the relation between you and the possible homo sapiens fragile and breakable and it is totally not a good thingy. thus, don't be way to trust and vice verse. hmm.. beyond the shadow of a doubt, i can tell that my faith in my besties is good. ( cannot say it is strong but i have faith on them.) huhu..
anyways, a week seems pretty short these days. just in the blink of eyes. hmm.. Along went back to her MRSM. i x really like when she's not around. ~my life would suck without you~ lalala! hoho.. believe me my Along, my life would suck without you. Love you so much!
hmm..
anyways, i tried to imply some of my friends on 'is it good for a teen to actually face adults' probs?'. im not sure whether they fathom out my implication or not. so, what you guys think? is it reasonable or just nope?
hmm.. from my experience, i think it is good at times depends on the probs. if the probs are way too 'heavy' then the teens are not supposed to be exposed with them. but if the probs can actually bring a lesson to learn in their future life, then it must be good. hmm..
haih, why in sudden i wrote this stuff?.... just an end for this topic. x want to elaborate much. x best! haha.




agreed?
huhu..
just to put something in this post.
have to draw a veil over this post da.. next week is my next monthly test. so, i should have to be prepared. i x want to get no 4 but i want no 1. (sometimes it seems impossible , but as Adidas catchphrase, IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING! and saying says, nothing is impossible to a willing heart!
yeah! a condolence to my laziness cuz i x need you! haha.. condolence to laziness, welcoming motivated soul!
:)