duh!
frankly, im wounded emotionally today. i just dunno why im acting such a fragile girl. (might be because of the turbulence. huu. again! blaming the turbulence.)
the day starts smoothly both at home and school. 3rd meeting was held in the morning and i skipped Agama Islam class.
log's pretest was kinda diff. that typical topic is my weakest topic. i was like OMG!! when i get the questions. i sent the answers earlier than others because i have quiz. Ekxplorasi Bahasa quiz. Boy! it was a tough quiz. proceed; 1119 class was kinda ok but im totally feel like im a fool lil girl. the teacher gave all the answers since the whole class was at 'peace-of-their-minds' *quiet*. frankly, i x like that environment! i later on asked the teacher on how can we make the 1119 class seems more interesting to them and i even asked teacher's opinion why they just like x want to muck in and always zone out from lesson. her answer: the pupils are afraid of the language since they cannot master it. they are afraid of making mistakes". can you imagine that? the so-called-'cream of the crop' are afraid of committing mistakes ? i just can't really understand this situation. to me and as what my parents always tell, if we are afraid of making mistakes, we will go nowhere. making mistakes is part of learning. if im the teacher, i would steam up since just few of students hand in their essays. it was so-totally ridiculous!
the essay that teacher asked to compose wasn't that diff. just a simple one and she had gave a long period to finish it but yet they still can't. duh! maybe im just to into the subject, and that's why i can finish it soon. huh! whatever.
i get wounded at this 1119 period. i just dunno why SHE has to make me as her scapegoat. if SHE likes that guy, then just admit it. frankly, im not interested in anyone of my class mates since i have my own. so, please don't have such a wacky mind saying me interested in my classmates.
is that clear? besides, its not the time im in to that blur-future-ahead relationship. im just believe my besties. if they have the qualities of my besties, then i'll consider. haha..
*wounded*
anyway, happy birthday to these two guys; Ozal and Faris!
im not going to type a long birthday wish cuz i x want you guys to be overwhelmed. haha..
what is 1119 class ?
ReplyDeleteEnglish lesson dear!
ReplyDeletehuhu..
we called it s 1119.
*sounds even Macho*
haha