grass looks greener on the other side?

today starts with another good activity- CYCLING with my bro, Ayad. it has been two weeks we practice this habit. I feel good after this small recreation; endorphin is again outburst! lol. haha.. hmm.. as usual, after burning up our fats,cholesterol and calories, we added them all back. MAJU AHMAD! haha.. we had our breakfast there. Milo ais , of cuz.!

alright, moving on to the title;

Grass looks greener on the other side.
the first time this saying came across my mind when i was in form 1. my English teacher, Sir Sabri used it. he rephrased; 'man always think the grass looks greener on the other side. (p/s: man refers to male! lol). well, at that less matured age, i didn't draw a veil on that particular saying. besides, i was just a 13 years old lass. but as for now, i have the gut to induce something from that little but meaningful
phrase.
appreciate things in front of us and not-to-be-so-proud of others. i must say it is essentially important for us to appreciate things that we have. sometimes we tend to think that all God's gifts for us aren't enough. i must admit its true. im trying to instill more and more appreciations in myself so that i'll appreciate others sincerely and without doubting.

huh!
right now my family is facing such a diff time. i might cant provide a helping hand since im just a teen and they might think that i x understand anything. but, i can feel the pain of both my parents. i just can't imagine how they can be such patience at the tippe of this circumstance.

duh!
sometimes when too many things flock my mind, i just dunno what to write and how to put things in words.
hmm.. its still not what i wanted to jot down. haish!
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my good friend's BF is going to furthering his studies today and im pretty sure my good friend tu in gloom.
sometimes i think they just way too in love with one another. im afraid that they won't be together in future. hmm.. whatever it is, i do hope they can overcome it.
i am lucky for not get involve in those kinda of things. maybe not yet. but, i do hope it won't be right now. let it comes at the most appropriate time. i won't risk my life just because of this im-promisable love. besides, why should i risk my true love now for a happy ending in the future? am i right or just totally right? haha.. though im having a little 'concussion' on my good friend, but i know it might means nothing. just a feeling. lol.
~what im babbling about ni?~
i din understand myself either.
im losing half of my mind and i think maybe the turbulence is not over yet. GODNESS GRACIOUS ME! bila pergolakan emosi ni nak stop??
i just cant wait any longer.